As I sit back and reflect on things that have happened,
as well as things I see in the future, I tremble inside. I
am a strong woman, but does strength keep me from
falling apart? I ask myself many questions, such as
will these dark times brighten, or is this a sign of the
times to come? BUT then I scroll back on my previous
posts, and observe ALL the love and bright blessings
that have been bestowed upon my family and I. That's
the point when the seer within my soul, takes a sigh
of relief. The stream is calm, like a babbling brook
should be, and the light makes its way through the
dark forest of doubt.



And just like that, I turn towards that light, the light
of all lights. It brings me comfort and solice, and at
that frozen moment in time, the trembling ceases. A
feeling comes over me, and it's a feeling I've haven't
felt in quite sometime. I will never forget ALL of the
caring people who frequent the stream, and I wish to
send my love and blessings to each person to whom
have sent me the same. I will let Shadow know of
all the kindness, as he had began to wonder long
before these medical issues appeared. He was so
vibrant when he had both of his blogs, and was
welcomed and treated like a friend, all of this with
open arms. But it was like a wicked storm had set
in and the stream was no longer calm waters. They
turned into a flash flood, as it were, and he closed
up shop. I see otherwise and I DO plan to tell him
that the calm waters await his return.