This is my second attempt to do this post. It's
hard for me to do, and please bare with me as
I'm taking my nerve meds. My husband Jim
"Shadow" is in the hospital under sedation
until Monday, then their are going to do
surgery. I don't feel comfortable going in
to all the details at this time, maybe later.
In a way, I don't know why I'm posting
this, but in a way I do, I'm scared. I,as well
Jim, know we have made some real good
blogging friends here, I guess that's why I'm
doing this.
Anex, this is the color that I'm feeling now,
I would say black, as that is one of my many
favorite colors. But I won't say black, because
that's too dark for me right now. PLEASE keep
him in your thoughts and prayers, and I honestly
want to say how very terrified I am right now.
If YOU care to know anything, YOU have
my e-mail address. I know YOU have been
visiting my blog "stat counter" but I'm not going
to argue with you, or you could throw your "give a damn is busted"
and that's fine too. My focus is on Jim. I am supposed to
be resting, BUT I CAN'T lay down and rest. My
nerves are shot. Even my nerve meds. doesn't
help me from thinking. Well I'm going to eat something,
my son is taking me back to the hospital
around 9;00 and I'll stay there with him
through the night. I could use to put some make-up
on right about now, my eyes are so swallen I guess
from crying and being upset. But it would make no sense would
it?
Bye for now,
Laurie "Crone"

buildings and bridges
are made to bend in the wind
to withstand the world,
that's what it takes
all that steel and stone
are no match for the air, my friend
what doesn't bend breaks

what doesn't bend breaks

we are made to bleed
and scab and heal and bleed again
and turn every scar into a joke
we are made to fight
and fuck and talk and fight again
and sit around and laugh until we choke

sit around and laugh until we choke

i don't know who you were expecting
probably some bitch who does not budge
with eyes the size of snow
i may get pissed off sometimes
but you seem like the type to hold a grudge

and in the end, i just let go...

buildings and bridges
are made to bend in the wind
to withstand the world,
that's what it takes
all that steel and stone
is no match for the air, my friend
what doesn't bend breaks
by Ani DiFranco

Godsmack- Voodoo



I'm not the one who's so far away
When I feel the snake bite enter my veins.
Never did I wanna be here again,
And I don't remember why I came.

Candles raise my desire,
Why I'm so far away.
No more meaning to my life,
No more reason to stay.

Freezing, feeling,
Breathe in, breathe in...
I'm coming back again...

I'm not the one who's so far away
When I feel the snake bite enter my veins.
Never did I wanna be here again,
And I don't remember why I came.

Hazing clouds rain on my head,
Empty thoughts fill my ears.
Find my shape by the moonlight,
Why my thoughts aren't so clear.

Demons dreaming,
Breathe in, breathe in...
I'm coming back again...

I'm not the one who's so far away
When I feel the snake bite enter my veins.
Never did I wanna be here again,
And I don't remember why I came.[repeat 4 times]


Voodoo, voodoo, voodoo, voodoo.
[repeat]


So far away...
I'm not the one who's so far away...
I'm not the one who's so far away...
I'm not the one who's so far away...

Turn your speakers up and havea listen to this shit!!










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